Saturday, October 16, 2004
*nurul
yesterday was farewell assembly.........
it was rather bittersweet and sad. altho i know i wont miss the school, i'll miss the people and the surroundings. damn. its been 4 years. thats a quarter of my life..... during the farewell assembly, i couldnt help but think of how i came into crescent all BLURRR. god. i was soooo blur. i took a whole of idunnoohowlong just to find my classroom. hadta ask so many councillors along the way. CURSE DEM ARH! they din give me proper directions. and i took 2258 years to finally reach my classroom. and crescent seemed like this new huge environment that was gonna swallow me up. =/
this is definitely not in order. its all randommmmm alrite? (:
memories from sec 1 and 2 was of course the most hilarious and wackiest and craziest with siti and nihaad. the two crazie laydees. to me, they are the two most unique-est people i've ever met in crescent and all of the 16 years worth of my life. we had no inhibitions, we were innocent, we were free. and we took that and used it to the fullest. and coz of dat, i've had many interesting memories with you two. (:
- i lurfeeeee you two so much.
and of coz my partner in sec 1 and 2 was ks. i'll always remember how much fun we use to have during lessons. mdm kala being furiously annoyed with us. and we ignored her and continued with our nonsense. kept writing notes to each other. so many things. so little time to write. but please dun forget me alrite? cuz i noe i wont forget you. (:
and my dearest bestie...... diyanahhh. she was the first one i sat beside on the first day of school, i'll always remember how i thot she seemed like the most UN-scary one and how i pulled out the chair and said "is dere anyone sitting here? can i sit here?" and yesterday, on the last day of school, she was again the last one i sat beside. on my first day in crescent, she was there. on my last day in crescent, it was again her. these past year has brought us so much more closer and i'm grateful that at least i have this one bestie in my life. (:
not forgetting my going-to-sch partnerrr, sarahhh. HOI HOI! you arhhhhh. never fail to make me WAIT and WAIT every morning. i think i spent half of my life waiting for you. HAHA. we've been going to sch together since sec 2.... phwoarrr. that's nearly 3 years now. every single morning we'll be crapping and talking nonsense as we walk to ole' crescent. my mornings would have been dull and luffter-less without our nonsensical conversations. its been great having you around. esp when my mornings were HORRID and i needed a shoulder. and also when we were tooooo lazie to walk, we'll cab. haha. sheesh. we're such pigs. i'm gonna miss the morning walks to school. okay. on second thots, maybe not. HAHA. cuz its such a drag to walk to sch. =/ but i'm gonna miss youuuu.
to my dearest and sweetest junior - kellyy. i realllllly lurfe you to bits gurlie. everytime you mention me in ur blog, its surely something really sweet and really pleasing, u never fail to make my day with ur sweet words. and i'm so gonna miss youuu. dun be so nottie anymore k? cannot keep thinking abt eg and neglect ur studies. all the best alrite dearie? and must take care of yourself!!! i'm missing you alreadyyy! =(
to wanpin and alicia...... phwoarr. i've known you guys for 4 years now. thru all the years in crescent. anywayys, i'll never forget all the sweet memories of chilling by the singapore river, eating gooooooood food! (: , shoppppin` and all the crappie conversations we had. how we used to town everyday. watchin` chick flicks. with you guys, i had such sweet gurlie memories. (: dun forget ole` nurul k? cuz i noe i wont forget you two. -mwahhh.
partnerrrrrr! goshhh. i din get to sit beside ya for long. i still remember when the new seating arrangement was posted on the back of the classroom in the temp block, i wanted to faint when i realise i was gonna sit beside you. cuz you seemed so fierce and scary and DAOOO. and i was so scared dat you cannot tahan my NONSENSE. and you mite just punch me. sheesh. hahaa. but of course i was proven otherwise. it was a great deal of FUN FUN FUN sitting beside you. i lurfed teasing you, ANNOYING you. gosh i think i did a great deal of annoying you din i? haha. thanks for not punching me or killing me. and thanks for tolerating all my nonsense. (: i'm gonna miss sitting next to you..........
to dear PEAR-lynn or PEE-lynn. HAHA. -hides. oops. i noe you're gonna kill me for calling you PEAR-lynn or even PEE-lynn. it was jolly fun and merry sitting next to you last year. i'll never forget how much we crapped during lessons. not paying attention. AT ALL. i swear. the two of us never paid attention. during chem, we'll be doing our own work. during emaths, we'll be doing our own work AGAIN. during history, we'll be doing our own work AGAIN AGAIN. -feeling guilty now. heyyy gurl, in fact i still have our talking book. and everytime i open it, i'll be luffing away at our nonsensical conversations or there will be this sad twinge in my heart as i read the sweet messages dat you drew up for me when i was absent from school. i'll miss you gurlie. better keep in touch with me even if it has to be online k!
jannnn`...... HAHA. my most fondest memories with you was during amaths periods. haha! we were always being picked on by mrs tan. cuz we never ever paid attention. we were alwayyyyys yakking away in our own worlds. gosh. it was a no wonder that our amaths results was always one-digit. -grins. you are forever crappie and never fail to amaze me with your nonsense. din manage to talk to you much anymore. and dun blame me that you're not updated. its cuz you dowan to talk to me! =( must catch up sometime alrite? wish you all the best with -winkkks. and work hard alrite! (: must take care of yourself k?
for those who's names i've accidentally left out, i'm so sorry. my mind's just so whacked now. but somehow in one way or another, each and everyone of you has come into my life and has left footprints in my heart. even though we mite not see each other or talk to each other in the coming years..... just wanna let you know that its been great noeing all of you. (:
i'm so gonna miss all of them. sigh. =(
[editted: wrote out some more shoutouts! (:]
Thursday, October 14, 2004
*nurul
heh. i noe i hafnt updated in donkey years. ppl been asking why also. the past half a month has been a ride thru hell, heaven, cotton candy, fire, water and bubblegum. HAHA. its been tumultous and KERAZEEEEEEEE. =/ with the constant stress and pressure of Os. that i've been losing sleep, suffering from dammit insomnia, stomach problems, mostly stomach wind and nausea. sheesh. frequent migraines and headaches. body aches. sheeeeeeesh. and dat was only the physical stuff. not yet the mental or psychological health and problems. wad wif my parents. him. okay i shall not elaborate on it anymore. it was mostly unhappy stuff. =/
tomorrow's gonna be the last day in crescent. THE LAST DAY. you hear me! LAST DAY. *jumps! -leaps- haha. i'm drained out by crescent. i cant take it no moreeee. haha. blearghhh. i'm gonna miss the people dou. =(
no more waitin` for toot toot sarah every morning to go to school together as she's ALWAYS late. no more dragging myself to school. no more hilarious and crazy conversations while walking to school. no more rushing like mad women to school when we're EXTREMELY late. no more singing the national anthem and school song. -LEAPS. no more asswiped teachers. -hides. okay maybe i will miss some of dem. no more getting scolded for no apparent reason. [EG. smiling at the floor and "talking" when i wasnt.] no more sitting beside my partnerr. god. i hafnt sat behind her in yonkers. sheesh. no more...... alot of things LA. i no time to type it all down. haha!
and you noe why i'm gonna haf no more of this? -hollers! I'M LEAVING CRESCENT! hoho. and i'm going to poly of course. jc life's just totally gonna KICK my arse. =/ haha.
oh been wanting to blog abt this since the prelim results came out. life's so fucking unfair. i hate it. its so disgusting. pple who din study manage to get higher. who did not even PUT IN THE FUCKING EFFORT manage to get good grades EFFORTLESSLY. and i'm so disgusted by it. its so fuckin` unfair. even when you look at bestie and me. i din even study for bio and i managed to get higher den her? i feel so disgusted by it myself. she deserved the marks more den me. sheesh. why is the world so fucking unfair. dammmmit.